Hello!
Today seemed like a good day to get off my procrastinating
spaceship and finally let this blog get some action. The thing is I don’t know
where to start and truth be told I am scared. I am scared that I would dig too
deep into underlying issues and start another mental battle that I am not
prepared for. I am scared that I would overshare as usual and I wouldn’t be
able to take it back. I have allowed fear rule me for so long it is probably
time to start facing it.
I have been a weirdo for as long as I could
remember I learnt at a very young age that I processed things different. I loved
books and music since I was young and I was that kid that you didn’t like
having over for holidays at your place because most of the time I am more
interested in the books in your house than playing around with anything else
including other children.
I am struggle with change and when change
happens the first thing I do is to get a new tradition or habit, it took me a while
to understand what I was doing but I have started to see the pattern but I try
not to distort it too much because it has helped me survive over 2 decades of
life but I don’t want to be stuck in this dimension hence this.
This post was just supposed to be a short
introduction and really breezy especially since it’s World Mental Health Day
and I have already had a really stressful month. Truth be told I hate talking
about myself and introductions are probably pointless since I won’t give you my
name and over time you all would probably know me as much as I know myself I would
probably create an email address at some point but for now I have a Twitter and
Instagram account with the same user name as this blog.
I have never been proud of my writing skills so
I hope that would be one of the first things to change. As an aside though I like
how the world is more open to mental health discussions and I sincerely wish
that this journey would not only help me but others as well struggling with
issues in this world.
Thanks a lot
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